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ptsd: gaming grounding
after being diagnosed with ptsd in the fall, i thought i would write as a means of processing. in meeting with my therapist and a psychiatric nurse, i stated that i thought writing would help work...
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ghost stories
happy i got out last friday for a zine workshop at the central branch of onondoga county library facilitated by syracuse in print [ jason luther & patrick williams ]. i didn’t have an idea in mind...
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progressing grief
all i can say is that my brain broke. beyond that, i don’t know how to describe to people what grief and trauma sensed like to me. first i convinced myself that i was a ghost; i had to be dead, i...
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shapes and shadows that haunt
i pull hairs from her hairbrush and inspect if they are mine or hers. i stand square in the bathroom mirror pulling my hair back to see her upturned nose, her square jaw, her round forehead, her round...
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content notice: trauma from sexual assault (on the anxiety that lives within body and space after being sexually assaulted in the small academic community that I must still live ((and thrive)) within)...
View Articlea break, an inventory, a beginning
creation has happened since. unaccounted for but accountable across surface topographies and relationships and homeostasis. with ebb and flow come the Janus pairings of living intentionally suspended...
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[writing group 12.5.2024] I feel it throughout my whole body, most often at night when my body is no longer in motion and I’m forced to be still. To be still with myself. To still be myself. A...
View Articleresearch | refraction
A professor I was working with in my capacity as the special collections instruction librarian found out I was a doctoral student in a back and forth as I re-set the materials in the room between...
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finding in the archives
[writing group 12.12.2024] This week in writing group I worked on the zine my colleague and I will be providing students as a pre-requisite reading for beginning their research residency as a part of...
View Articlethe punctuation of words
this evening I folded socks with punctuation from moving piles of paper about (for the yet to be uncovered) and listened to Kathleen Stewart talk about/read from her upcoming worldings book. my ears...
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